My life has recently took a turn for the worst. Doctor was quite sure that my right index finger would not be able to bend completely after a freak accident in NS. the shock came too suddenly and too much for me to bear that i was left virtually traumatised. It was after a long time before i came to terms with this fact, and began to understand that this was just a reality of life. The accident had allowed me to focus on the things that truly matter in life. My family was my pillar of support as i was going through this difficult time, often asking me to take it easy and saying that i was lucky enough already. I appeared strong in front of them, but emotions would overwelm me every night that i would sob while trying to sleep. Every now and then i would contemplate about my future, and it seems so bleak. Things which i took for granted long ago like writing and gripping firmly seem like chores now, because i have difficulty doing them. I worried about tweeny little things like how i am going to fare for myself and take care of my family in future. They all seem so far-fetched and ridiculus but i just couldn't control these thoughts that keep swirling in my mind. I am physically impaired now although i hate to admit it. I have begun to practise writing with my left hand now.People might think that I am crazy or something, but i am just doing everything that i can to salvage the situation...