Missing you

Now i don't have the chance to drink your self-made soyabean or visit you whenever chinese new year comes.

Dad and i miss you, Grandma.

Evil people at large

In this increasingly materialistic society, success is defined by one's education level and the power one wields. When people think they become successful, the evil in their heart starts to grow so strong that they become engulfed by their own individual darkness. That is when sadism kicks in.

Their ego is so huge that they think they are at the cutting edge or at the top of the world. Ordinary people are like lower lifeforms in their eyes. They believe that the world cannot do without them; they are important or so they think. What a putrid way of thinking seriously.

Recently i came across such sadists.

Medical doctors in my barracks became my nightmare due to their "professionalism". First doctor called me the "taiwan joker" for substaining this finger injury. The reason he said that was because i was injured in taiwan. I felt so hurt and yet i could do nothing. I thought things would turn better when i saw a second doctor. The next bastard however, started telling me stories.

"Last time in army there were 4 people who desperately chopped off their right index finger to escape army. The 1st, 2nd and third succeeded. But the fourth didn't.."

I was stunned momentarily upon hearing this and i became more aggressive. I questioned the doc whether he implied i was trying to siam army. He said he didn't. Yea, right. He also threatened to cut short my MC and if my next MC was prolonged, he would call to check with my specialist again. Apparently, the two weer friends. I tried to explain to him why i needed such a long MC. He didn't bother to listen and made decisions based on his wrong sense of judgement, saying rubbish along the way like i am still fit to fire guns and do all the shit.

I was boiling with anger as i wrote this and maybe next time if i were to see him in the street i could teach him a thing or two. Let the doc says whatever he wants, i will just throw another MC at him. So what if he is a doctor or a captain. It makes me puke to think that these are the kind of people who practise medicines.

No more being Mr nice guy kahhaw. The world is sadder than you think it is.

Night accident

My constant fear of dad's health condition became reality at 2am yesterday when my dad complained of right loin pain. I only knew about this after mum came bursting into my room asking for help. The pain became unbearable for my dad and we rushed him to the hospital by cab. All of us were especially flustered during the ride because it could be a kidney problem. Dad was attended to shortly and doc suspected that the problem might be kidney stones but she wasn't sure yet. Dad was then administered a painkiller injection before going for x-ray and a urine test. I prayed very hard for him and luckily nothing was wrong with the test result. Doc then gave him a laxative to clear his bowels and my dad felt much better after that. Therefore, it might be severe constipation and dad was subsequently discharged. He would need to come back to the urology department again for a medical appointment in 2 weeks time. As of now, everything is still fine.

A second chance

My recovery is doing very well. Although my right index finger still cannot bend completely,the middle part of the finger has recovered to the point that i can clench my fist and grip things now. As for appearance, it looks like a nice new finger except for the deeply etched scars. Will continue to do more physio. Thank you for the miracle.