Trying to hide the pain

It's amazing what a person can do when he is feeling low. Really crazy stuff like randomly calling a low suit card as your partner and bidding high for floating bridge. Lol.

Went to Timbre @ Clarke Quay yesterday to drink with my buddies. Felt so much better when i confided in them. It is really a blessing to have such wonderful friends who will stand by me through thick and thin. The serene music also spiced up the night ambience.

Did reverse bungee jumping. Totally shocking, insane and exhilarating.

I promise to put the past behind and move on starting from today.

The first step to forget is to keep myself really busy. Glad that there is school work to push me to the extreme ; i must be really suffering from psychiatric harm to make that statement. HHAHA.

Here are the things to look forward to for my summer plan. Listing them down motivates me towards my goals =)

1.) April boardgames retreat camp

2.) Brush up my Japanese to a decent JLPT4 standard

3.) May one week Japan trip

4.) Train for IPPT

5.) Juggle at Esplanade or at school

6.) Complete FF10 on PS2

7.) Complete KH:Birth by sleep on PSP

8.) Buy a new guitar and train up my skills

9.) Read up on the investment books i have listed as "Must read"

10.) Mug for next semester modules such as MA and Finance 101

11.) Balloons of Bliss Faci / Starring SMU Faci (If I make it)

12.) SICS Camp Org Com. (If i make it)

13.) Drive around in my awesome Lorry to familiarise myself with the roads. Havn't driven for months =(

It's gonna be an awesome summer! But let's focus on school for now. =)

Pick up the pieces and move on

I have never felt like this before, a weird stabbing pain in my heart.

One would only feel the full-blown effects when reality finally sinks in.

Moving on. Everything is cool.

Shall concentrate on my finals. =)

Suay

This week damn fkin suay. Dunnoe y. Must have not done enough good deeds.

Double Blows

Suffered two major blows that made me quite depressed today.

1) Did my Management Communication in-class assignment today. On hindsight, i spotted a grammatical mistake and also interpreted a point in the question paper wrongly. Why am I always so careless?? The weightage of this assignment is a gruelling 20%.

2) Very disappointed that my team didn't make it for the preliminary round for Fundmanager 2010. Guess our report wasn't good enough. But still, the efforts put into it amounted to a day. A day is actually quite a lot in my opinion.

This is really depressing man. I know i must control my emotions. I must tell myself to look forward and work harder. These setbacks won't deter me. I won't give up. We gonna try our best again in the upcoming business plan competition; and we gonna try until we succeed.

Time to give my best efforts for Econs this Saturday.