It is best to comfort myself with these phrases
"If matters not if I am not the best;
It matters not if I don't get the best,
what really matters is that I have tried and done my best."
Worry, anxiety, frustration and fear do not get you anywhere. They only cause you to suffer. Resolve to get rid of them.
"May I be well
May I be happy
May I be free from fear and worry
May I be successful always."