Woh sad sad

I feel extremely angry, exasparated, frustrated.. at school today. During biology lesson, I asked my bio teacher a question, and this somehow proved to be a stupid question to one 0f my good friend, who simply...ermmm laughed at it. At first i didn't notice it, until the teacher singled him out to the class because he was.....errmmm laughing at my stoopidity. Although i didn't really vent out my frustration, deep down inside, my heart was pulsing with anger. And to add on to my already boiling blood, he was my very good friend somemore. I mean if you think this question is stoopid, u also dun't have to laugh rite. :( This friend of mine is also not a very altruistic person and he doesn't seem interested in answering my queries whenever i ask him questions. Haiz, i think this is veri regretable la. I shouldn't feel angry, because after all, he is not obliged to teach me. But next time should he refuse to help me, i hope that he won't give me that face- it kills. I don't realli want to pen this anymore, because it hurts to continue. All i can say is that i don't harbour grudge for long because i think it is childish and we are still good friends together, despite the extreme personality differences. But the good thing, this incident shall serve as my personal motivation to strive hard for the A lvls!


I shall be going to a old friend's house soon for a gathering with my realli realli good frens- my fellow batch scout mates. One of them has gone overseas for his studies and has only just returned. This cheers me up slightly. Got to go now! Have to make my way there fast becoz there is realli some catching up to do, i call it men's retreat! hahaz !