I haven't cried like this for such a long time. It dawned on me that i shouldn't be living in my own fantasy world, trying hard to be someone that is not really me and creating a string of artificialness all over the place. I am disgusted with myself. I have great friends, and i would love to infect them with my vibrant energy which i think i am capable of. Yet, my mere presence just make them sulkier. Pessimism is associated with me.
I am morosely gloomy, and i dare not even acknowledge it. I better wake up my idea and stop putting the fake smile that will only serve to denigrate myself further. :(
Strive on kh!
Market News (Indofood and Yanlord look like good long position if they rebound; credits to E.Y.E)
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