Trying to hide the pain

It's amazing what a person can do when he is feeling low. Really crazy stuff like randomly calling a low suit card as your partner and bidding high for floating bridge. Lol.

Went to Timbre @ Clarke Quay yesterday to drink with my buddies. Felt so much better when i confided in them. It is really a blessing to have such wonderful friends who will stand by me through thick and thin. The serene music also spiced up the night ambience.

Did reverse bungee jumping. Totally shocking, insane and exhilarating.

I promise to put the past behind and move on starting from today.

The first step to forget is to keep myself really busy. Glad that there is school work to push me to the extreme ; i must be really suffering from psychiatric harm to make that statement. HHAHA.

Here are the things to look forward to for my summer plan. Listing them down motivates me towards my goals =)

1.) April boardgames retreat camp

2.) Brush up my Japanese to a decent JLPT4 standard

3.) May one week Japan trip

4.) Train for IPPT

5.) Juggle at Esplanade or at school

6.) Complete FF10 on PS2

7.) Complete KH:Birth by sleep on PSP

8.) Buy a new guitar and train up my skills

9.) Read up on the investment books i have listed as "Must read"

10.) Mug for next semester modules such as MA and Finance 101

11.) Balloons of Bliss Faci / Starring SMU Faci (If I make it)

12.) SICS Camp Org Com. (If i make it)

13.) Drive around in my awesome Lorry to familiarise myself with the roads. Havn't driven for months =(

It's gonna be an awesome summer! But let's focus on school for now. =)